No longer am I going to bicker about differences between men and women, because the older I get the more I realize I will never (slightly even) understand the opposite sex. So I'll just say "men and women are different" and that's that. The ultimate goal for each is simply: to be understood. Now that I view this goal as unrealistic, the underlying message is now clear. We can't expect our ideal, our perfect potential to think and evaluate life from the same perspective as our own. That would be boring. I mean think about it, who wants to be with someone who won't even put up a fight for their convictions? How weak. This isn't the only reason; that would be hella immature. I guess now I shouldn't expect a perfect "mental match" of myself but expect to find certain qualities in a woman that can overshadow any differences guys and gals encounter.
On another note. I have realized that the dating game isn't really my thing because I can never really enjoy myself, take someone seriously, or at times--care period IF I'm not really feeling the person. It always ends up in a situation where she needs me way more than I need her. 4 missed calls in 2 minutes (shaking head). Wow, this is ridiculous. I don't like playing puppeteer with people's feelings, even if it is involuntary. School is about to start back up, so now if I get bored, at least I can study. Basically, I'm forcing myself into a drought, unless...nah, it probably won't happen. Even now I'm wondering whether or not to keep my mouth shut. Probably better off.
